I am so sad, so very very sad

Thanks Scott Pilgram, for the title to today's blog, chat or venting session. Those who know me really well know I LOVE babies. I WANT babies and I do not currently have any babies. I am happily married, I have a career I enjoy. I will have a beautiful home soon, but my nursery is empty. My heart feels the same way. I cannot be good and wait any longer, I have waited so long... I currently am a nanny to the sweetest baby. I adore him and watching him but sometimes I feel I am masochistic. I cried while he was taking a nap today. He is so beautiful and totally not mine... sigh... I know I will have a baby someday. I just wish today was someday.