Ah Blogger, all the therapy money can buy for free!

Just sitting at home and pondering eternal existance. Seriously I really am... sigh maybe this makes me totally emo but sometimes I wonder, you know big picture!! Like what will I really do for the world if I become a mom or a kindergarten teacher? Will anyone notice or even care if my dreams are on hold which btw they totally are! Blogging is supposed to make me feel better, not sure how thousands of strangers reading my inner most thoughts is good for my soul but hey there it is. Is it the feeling of knowing I am not TRULY alone, someone out there understands me and where I am coming from, even if I don't get myself.