Karma, nice or misunderstood *itch?

So remember a while back I told you guys how I was so overcome by my little angel that I cried while he slept. Well I am going to invent a time machine for the sole purpose to return to that past day and give myself a slap <and lotto numbers>. Today my little angel has decided he loves and trusts me enough to have the mother of tantrums at the house, the coffee shop and the water park. WHAT? Where'd my baby go? Who is this? and yes I STILLwant kids....