I am also trying very hard not to let the future spoil this moment. Does anyone know what I mean? Like I passed my first semester and now I should be focusing on how to pass this semester too? Its only 4 months D, 4 months! Instead I find myself distracted by the fact I am going back to something I did not want to do. Do NOT get me wrong I love my job, working with kids, great teachers sharing info, the time 8-3. I just wanted a change. I wanted to be the one in charge of the class, doing the lesson plans, meeting the parents < I do that as a TA but its different>, I want to make long range plans and I want the increased pay that comes with the increased work. Dang it! I want to buy a condo and have a baby already but I need a secure better job which is why I went back to school!!! AHHHHH!The circular reasoning would drive Stephen Hawkin mad!
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
I left my nemesis for another super villian...
Just to let everyone know, this blog will not only be school oriented anymore because I have to go back to work as a Teacher's Assistant in September. Ya I am crying 'not so secret, silent' tears but if OSAP had not bent me over backwards and screwed me royally in the ... you get the visual, I could have finished my degree 2012. Now its looking like I will finish 2013. Pushed back a whole year, ya I know one can do a year standing on one's head, NOT. OMG! I am freaking just thinking about it. I think I am gonna hypeventalate hyperventilate and forget how to spell.
I am also trying very hard not to let the future spoil this moment. Does anyone know what I mean? Like I passed my first semester and now I should be focusing on how to pass this semester too? Its only 4 months D, 4 months! Instead I find myself distracted by the fact I am going back to something I did not want to do. Do NOT get me wrong I love my job, working with kids, great teachers sharing info, the time 8-3. I just wanted a change. I wanted to be the one in charge of the class, doing the lesson plans, meeting the parents < I do that as a TA but its different>, I want to make long range plans and I want the increased pay that comes with the increased work. Dang it! I want to buy a condo and have a baby already but I need a secure better job which is why I went back to school!!! AHHHHH!The circular reasoning would drive Stephen Hawkin mad!
I am also trying very hard not to let the future spoil this moment. Does anyone know what I mean? Like I passed my first semester and now I should be focusing on how to pass this semester too? Its only 4 months D, 4 months! Instead I find myself distracted by the fact I am going back to something I did not want to do. Do NOT get me wrong I love my job, working with kids, great teachers sharing info, the time 8-3. I just wanted a change. I wanted to be the one in charge of the class, doing the lesson plans, meeting the parents < I do that as a TA but its different>, I want to make long range plans and I want the increased pay that comes with the increased work. Dang it! I want to buy a condo and have a baby already but I need a secure better job which is why I went back to school!!! AHHHHH!The circular reasoning would drive Stephen Hawkin mad!
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